Desiree - Thank you for tagging me - I wouldn't have wanted to miss your post! I send you prayers, thoughts and love - along with someone that I believe can help you on your journey. His name is Chris Wark and in the holistic community he is well known and respected. I hope you might check him out for additional support and guidance as you take steps on this new path the Universe has given you. Here is his website - he is a wealth of knowledge using holistic measures and even has a program and support group in a private fb community:

https://www.chrisbeatcancer.com/

I am here for you - please reach out if you need here or in fb messenger. xo